| did i mention i'm bored? |
[Dec. 12th, 2004|07:55 pm] |
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| |  bored | ] |
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Basics
1. Name: Neal
2. Birthday: 3/11
3. Age: 14
4. Hair Color: brown
5. Eye Color: green
6. Nationality: american by birth, not by choice.
7. Sex:male
8. Height: like 5'7ish.
9. Weight: 150-160
10. Where were you born?: howly cross hospital
11. If you were born the opposite sex, what would your name be?(if you
know): like i think about these things! I'm a busy guy, that's why I'm doing this.
Family
12. Brothers or Sisters?: sister
13. How many?: 1
14. Names?: Rachel
15. Who's your favorite?: well it has to be her.
16. Who's your least favorite?: also has to be her
17. If you're an only child...do you want any brothers or sisters?:
18. Parents/Guardians name?: amy dave
19. Who's your favorite?: probably my mom
20. Do you like your family?: ...
21. If you could, who's parents would you have?(out of your friends): alyssa stanek
22. If you could, who's brothers/sisters would you have?(same): well i
think erik may and i would make good brothers. we used to basically
live at each other's houses.
Friends/Enemies
23. Best friend(s)?: Courtney Phillips, Alyssa Stanek, Kimby Josephson.
24. What do you have in common with them(or he/she)?: Not quite
sure. Not one of the things i spend my time thinking about.
25. What do you like to do with them?: chill.
26. Most trustworthy: I would trust courtney with my heart, alyssa with my balls, and kimby with my brain.
27. Funniest: Josh, because he's so fucking stupid.
28. Dumbest: See 27
29. Smartest: kimby, at least shes got the most common sense and she's the most logical
30. Best Laugh:Terence Johnson, that black kid has the funniest laugh ever.
31. Best Smile:I would give it to Meg Sawyer.
32. Best Eyes: hmm... kira has the most confused looking eyes i've ever seen...
33. Funnest to be with: Oh why must i pick just one?
34. If you woke up one morning and one of your legs were gone...who would
you call first?: perhaps i'd call a doctor.
35. Who's the person you talk to most on the phone?: i don't like wasting my minutes..
36. Do you have any friends that you have never seen?: cawtney
37. Who do you see the most?: probably josh
38. Who have you known the longest?: Calum Spicer
39. Who's your worst enemy?: I love everyone
40. What don't you like about them?: Everyone is such a typical and uniform term.
41. Was he/she your friend before?: Alot of people have been my freinds
43. Did they do something to you, or do you just not like them cause of
their stupidity?: Stupidity is a big factor. In alot of things.
Love Life
44. Do you have a crush?: Perhaps...
45. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Nope
46. What is their name?: ...
Favorites
56. Food: pizza.
57. Music Genre: Emo, Screamo, Indie, Acoustic, some Electronic, some Pop
Punk, some Rap (just a wee little), and some hard rock.
58. Band: The Spill Canvas.
59. Solo Artist: uhm. I don't know.
60. Number: 55
61. Letter: q
62. Word: I dunno..
63. Swear Word: i'm not quite sure, when i swear i tend to use a variety of words, but fuck always rolls off the tongue nicely
64. Song: Sunsets and Car Crashes - The Spill Canvas
65. Day of the week: Friday. After 210pm.
67. Month: June. after about the 20th.
68. Year: 1979
69. Age you were: It was like 21 years before i was born. THe year before the best decade ever.
70. Season: Early fall or early srping.
71. Fruit: strawberries muhahahaha
72. Veggie: boca burgers.
73. Ice Cream: vanilla/chocolate, nothing crazy.
74. Movie: miracle, i'm a hockey kid.
75. Junk Food: I really don't care much for it.
76. Cartoon: psh
77. T.V Show: I don't watch a whole lot of TV.
78. Reality Show: See 77
79. Celebrity(including musicians and actors/actresses): Me, of course!
This or That
80. Chocolate/Vanilla: chocolate.
81. Punk/Pop: they both suck my left nut these days, but I'll shoot punk.
82. Rap/RnB: rap
83. Milk/Chocolate Milk: chocalat.. mmm
84. Computer/Laptop: laptop
85. Nsync/BSB: cocksucking?
86. Green Day/Blink 182: i saw blink live. in the pit.
87. Tupac/Eminem: Tupac was a brother.
88. Britney/Christina: that's like asking boobs or butt.
89. Black/White: black
90. Dark/Light: dark.
91. Blue/Red: red
92. Pink/Baby-blue: well i seem to wear an awful lot of pink..
93. Short/Tall: tall
94. Phone/Instant Messanger: IM
95. T.V./Computer: comp
96. Movie/T.V.: depends on the movie
97. Mall/Department Stores: mall
98. AIM/AOL: AIM
99. 10/100: 10
100. Internet/Encyclopedia: internet
101. Home/School: home
102. Country/Classical: classical
103. New York/California: new york.
104. Batman/Superman: bats biatch.
105. Half Empty/Half Full: there's no question. The tank may be full but i'm running on empty.
106. Day/Night: night
107. January/June: january.
108. Christmas/Valentines Day: i choose you pikachu!!!
Have You Ever
109. Drank Alcohol: yeah.
110. Smoked: nope.
111. Gotten Drunk: nope.
112. Gotten High: plan to, but have not.
113. Dyed Your Hair: no comment
114. Kissed the Same Sex: well alex kolodner and i faked in front of his mom...
115. Thought about Killing yourself: yeah
116. Hated yourself: yeah
117. Liked someone way older than you: not really.
118. Liked someone way younger than you: no.
119. Broken a Bone: nope
120. Had Surgery: i don't think so.
121. Talked to Strangers: What's so bad about talking to strangers. How do you make friends if you don't talk to strangers
122. Ran Away From Home: nope.
123. Did the opposite your parents told you to do/not to do: i just don't listen to them.
124. Sang in public: of course!
125. Worn a Dress: not yet
126. Worn a Tie: yeah
127. Worn a Suit: yeah
128. Gotten in to a physical fight: hockey?
129. Hurt someone emotionally: fuck yeah, not proud of it though. Think i did today :-/130. Hurt someone physically: can we say shattered kneecap and leg broken in two places?
131. Made someone cry: Mmhmm.
132. Said you loved someone: Yeah.
133. Said you hated someone: Yeah.
134. Talked to a stuffed animal: Squirell!
135. Talked to yourself: maybe...
136. Driven a car: nope.
137. Danced in public: uhm, i was skating around and like dancing to rap between periods at like 830 this morning lol
138. Danced when no one was looking: probably
139. Sang when no one was looking: i don't care if they're watching or not.
Other Questions I Seemed to Forget.
140. Do you believe in Love: Yes
141. Love at first site? Possible, but extremely rare.
142. Your Definition of Love: true love? I haven't experienced it. If i had i wouldn't be single.
143. Your definition of a true friend: i don't think you can define something as loose and fluid as that.
144. Your religion: catholic, but i believe in such a weird form of christianity i don't think i can call myself christian.
145. Do you go to church: like on christmas.
146. Favorite Candy: my mom's cookies.
End
147. Are you happy you made it here?: not particularly. kimby will be happy i did though.
148. Did you enjoy it?: no
149. Time: 8:43 pm. |
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| Can't compare you to Matthew |
[Dec. 10th, 2004|09:07 pm] |
| [ | Fee-hee-lings |
| |  thankful | ] |
| [ | Check this out |
| | The Last Broadcast - Matthew | ] |
Okay, so today i went to school. Got two new songs in band, the
Minnesota March and some other song. Math i didn't pay too much
attention, just started to do the homework in class. French, was,
well French. We do so little that is actually productive in that
class that I just grab a textbook and the workbook and start doing the
written work lol. Jazz band we chilled and i'm getting very good
at hitting the A in Take Five :-). English we had a sub
again, and savannah was gone, so we had to present our part in A
Midsummer Night's Dream without her :-(, but we did quite well. A
lot of people think i should act now. Maybe i should next year,
since i'll probably have time. In Health Abrafi's mom subbed
again. Her mom is so much cooler than Mr. Shelton.
After school, Greg Martin, Brian Perdigao, and I went with Brian's mom
to the frederick rink to play Centenial. We lost 9-3, but I had
two goals, and messed up thier Captain halfway thru the second
period. Don't skate with your head down. I went home with
my dad, showered, hung up my stuff, then did my math homework, ate some
pizza and then chilled.
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| searching |
[Dec. 4th, 2004|10:28 pm] |
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| | Halifax - Scarlet Letter Pt. 2 | ] |
Looking to start a band
Lead Guitar - Mikey Basch
Rhythm Guitar/Backing Vocals - Neal Rivera
Bass - Open
Drums - Noah Bennett
Vocals - Open
Keyboard - Open
leave a comment, or IM me (jusnothremokid55) or mikey (k2guitarblader)
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| Is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got away with. |
[Dec. 4th, 2004|02:07 pm] |
| [ | Fee-hee-lings |
| |  bouncy | ] |
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| | Brand New - Seventy Times Seven | ] |
Okay. Haven't updated recently. Even though it's like two, I have stuff to say already.
WL hockey practice today at piney. Went there and saw Stephanie
Hasson. The practice was fun, we just screwed around the whole
time. First time I've been there in so long. Came home,
hung up my stuff, and yeah.
Okay maybe I didn't have so much to say.
EVERYONE WHO CAN COME TO OUR GAME VS. LONG REACH. I WILL GET YOU INFO JUST ASK.
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| The sun still sleeps and when she wakes, you'll be a memory. |
[Nov. 25th, 2004|10:36 pm] |
| [ | Fee-hee-lings |
| |  thoughtful | ] |
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| | Underoath - When the Sun Sleeps | ] |
Okay.
Lots happening this week.
Saturday night. David chakola has the puck. i set him a
pick. the kids i pick yanks my feet out from under me. I
fall right on the back of my head, and roll aorund on the ice for a
while. Go to the bench, don't play much the rest of the
game. Drive to Bridgewater NJ. Decided my headache hurts
alot. Go to some hospital, walk right in, get a CT scan.
Negative. Go to hotel, sleep 4 hours, go watch my team play, go
to hotel, and then home. Eintire week has been eat,sleep, play,
and monday morning school, tuesday doctors.
Thanksgiving? can we say dysfunctional white american family? jesus
christ. all i have to say is my cousin and i played risk and ate.
I tried to stay out of the partying.
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| I was too ashamed to save her |
[Nov. 17th, 2004|05:27 pm] |
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| |  wearing a scarf | ] |
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| | Daphne Loves Derby - Middle Middle | ] |
On sunday, i enjoyed my day off. I finished my burns for the science
project, and the josh, eric, and erik came over. we went to
giant/subway and then went back to my house, jammed, and the went up to
olivia's house. we chilled there for a while and watched
christian skate. Then we went back to my house and jammed some
more.
Monday - school. nothing after, nothing notable.
Tuesday- school. then ortho - braces off january - springish. it
would make me very happy. especially to have them off before
myrtle beach.
Wednesday - School, chilled with eliza in jazz band. Then talked
to megan, she had a very interesting dream lol, i think me, her, eliza,
and stephen schnorf are going to have alot of fun in myrtle beach for
some reason. life is good.
but i can't make it on my own.
because my heart is in ohio.
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| Pol Pot. Pol Pot. |
[Nov. 13th, 2004|09:53 pm] |
| [ | Fee-hee-lings |
| |  tired | ] |
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| | The Dead Kennedys - Holiday In Cambodia | ] |
Today was nice. Two hockey games, won one, lost the other, both against the same team though.
First game, I had two goals, but we lost 4-3 in like the last
minute. WE only have like 10 guys, it's really tiring, i'm
playing like half the game.
So i can home and put a heating pad on my neck and like slept on the floor.
Second game, slept/listened to Deja Entendu on the way. Very
relaxing. Then we went and played, won 6-2, and had the lead
right out of the gate. I had the 4th. Roofed it on the
goalie from like 2 feet away, possibly my hottest goal of the season.
Very tired, kinda wanna sleep but think i will spend my evening playing the sims.
Tomorrow going to finish the research on my sci project and then going to chill with josh and probably eric, probably.
thanks to all those who have been there for me, those i talk to alot,
those i call my freinds, those i joke around with, just thanks to
anyone whos ever had something to do with me.
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| surveyy... |
[Nov. 12th, 2004|04:49 pm] |
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| | cool | ] |
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| | The Spill Canvas - The tide | ] |
LAYER ONE
-- Name: Neal
-- Birthdate: March 11 1990
-- Birthplace: Holy Cross Hosp. Silver Spring MD
-- Eye Color: Green
-- Hair Color: Brown
-- Height: 5' 7-8"ish.
-- Righty or lefty: Lefty
-- Astrological Sign: Pisces
LAYER TWO
-- Your heritage: Cock asian and a quarter his panic
-- Shoes you wore today: my dc avatars with the black laces with pink stars
-- Your fears: death, defenestration, especiall on tall buildings.
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: actually start an emo band.
-- Your favorite color: black
-- Favorite animal: Dog
-- Favorite car: Vespa
-- Favorite disney character: simba
LAYER THREE
-- Your most overused phrase: I dunno... someone help me w/ that one
-- Your thoughts first waking up: It's that late, no wonder i don't hear the song i wanted to.
---Your greatest accomplishment : LP, NY
---Something you want to do : Start an Emo band.
-- Your best physical feature: Eyes.
-- Your bedtime: 10/11.
-- Pepsi or coke: Barqs
-- Mcdonalds or Burger king: Chik-fil-a
-- Single or Relationship: Single
-- Adidas or Nike: Adidas.
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate.
-- Cappuccino or coffee: umm... tea w/ honey.
-- Good book or TV: I never watch tv...
-- Dogs or cats: Dogs
LAYER FIVE
-- Smoke: Nome.
-- Cuss: Yesm.
-- Sing: Well, josh eric and i had the best of me going today in the halls.
-- Take a shower everyday: Mmhmm.
-- Have a crush(es): Not really.
-- Want to go to college: Hell yes.
-- Like high school: Fuck yes.
-- Want to get married: Preferably.
-- Get motion sickness: Only if I'm reading, and only in cars.
-- Think you're attractive: Below the neck, yes, Between neck and forehead, no anc then above forehead, yeah.
-- Think you're a health freak: Not really
-- Get along with your parents: Pretty much
-- Like thunderstorms: Yesm.
LAYER SIX
...in the past month...
-- Done a drug: Naww
-- Gone on a date: Naww
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: I don't like oreos.
-- Eaten sushi: No.
-- Been on stage: Dave Valentin
- Baked cookies from scratch: No
-- Dyed your hair: No
-- Stolen anything: I steal milk at lunch..
-- Had sex: No...
LAYER SEVEN
... have you ever...
-- Played a game that required remomving clothing: Well i change before hockey..
-- Gotten beaten up: Don't think so..
-- Shoplifted: No..
-- Changed who you were to fit in: Probably.
-- Day dreamed: Yes.
LAYER EIGHT
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-- Age you hope to be married: Mid late 20's, i dunno whatever happens happens.
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Numbers and Names of Children: I unnno.
-- Describe your dream wedding: fuck weddings.
-- How do you want to die: as long as i hear music when i die i don't care.
-- What countries would you most like to visit: canada, and chile.
LAYER NINE
... on a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color? uh brown, green, blue is too typical
-- Best hair color? brunette.
-- Short or long hair: well i guess it just depends.
-- Best weight: well it depends on height, a healthy weight for a 6
foot chick is not oging to be healthy for a 5 foot chick , now is it.
-- Best articles of clothing: well...
LAYER TEN
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 2. and you're probably not one of them.
-- Number of CDs that I own: well with actual cases, like 20-25.
On my computer - more that 750 songs... dunno how many cds that is.
-- Number of piercings?: 3 on my ears and my bellybutton.
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: It was in
pawprint and the sun. On the cover of pawprint, with a picature
of me topless.
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| Like a bird with a bullet through its heart. |
[Nov. 12th, 2004|03:52 pm] |
| [ | Fee-hee-lings |
| | Normal. | ] |
| [ | Check this out |
| | NEARMISS - Now Rectify | ] |
Today was a very emo day, rain, senses fail shirt, listening to daphne
loves derby, it's only appropriate that i wrote a song coughpoemcough
during english.
Leave thoughts/comments
"A compendium of what I never was and what I never will be"
We were never meant to be together
Our love was as successful as a brick
Trying to fly.
Instead we plummeted
Like a bird with a bullet through its heart,
As did I.
Instead of using your weapons to protect me
You used them to kill me.
I never thought...
That we could
That we would
That we should
Work this out.
I'm not sorry
(It's over)
I'm not angry
(It's over)
And now you say you want me,
Want me back.
Would if fill the holes?
Would it heal the wounds?
I don't think so
And nothing good
Nothing good
Will ever come out
Of you.
I'm not sorry
(It's over)
I'm not angry
(It's over)
(I'm not...)
sorry...
(I'm not)
I'm not sorry
(It's over)
I'm not angry
(It's over)
Beacause
I hate you.
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